Woke up. Still feel empty. Not as empty. Just... Not as whole. A little misguided as well. A guru told me I'd get over it. Thanks J. Didn't do much. Just sat about feeling sorry for myself. Watched T.V. And. Hit the weights. Mer says. He does his best thinking in the pew. J says. His are in the shower. Or. Before bed. Or. On the John. }Not Gaul.{. Mine might be on the bench. So. I lifted. And. Thought. And. Thought. And. When I couldn't think. I thought some more. When you're just lifting. A set seems to take forever. But. Focus on something that's not lifting. And. You knock out a whole rep without even thinking about it. Why. Why is anything anything. Today is prom day for the Pilots. They all seemed stoked. I remember when I was stoked too. Now. It's not that big of a deal. It seems. But. I know I didn't always feel that way. I hope they all have magic. And. If not. Something close to it. Retrospect makes you realize. What you go through isn't something just you go through. Probably a billion people went through it already. And. A billion people will go through it after you. Think about it.
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