Trying to stay occupied.
I took Dave to the flea market. Nothing worth mentioning. Also. We went to the mall. I bought something for Richelle. She told me not to. But. I did anyway. I gotta think of a way to get it to her. I miss her. We saw Nerak. Someone shoulda been there. It was good times.
Let's see. Generally. Over the past few months. I think I've been the saddest I've ever been. Ever. And. Me thinks. I"m gonna be sad for a long time. Maybe like six months. That sucks. Because. Then. I'll have been sad for. About 9 months. And. All I do now is think. It sucks. I day dream a lot too now. If people thought I had A.D.D. before. I think I might have it for real now. So. Frustrated. I miss Tech. I wish I didn't mess up. And. I wish I could get another chance. I don't wanna say second. I just wanna say. Another. And. I miss everybody. And. Everything. And. Now. It feels like I even lost my sevenickel7 heads. They all got school to now.
I should sleep at a regular schedule... But. I can't sleep when it's late. Even when I'm tired. I think I'm broken.
That's it.
Tommorow. Another day. One day closer to being happy. I hope.
