it seems that. i don't know. everything seems the same now. nothing new ever happens. its just the same old. stuff. you know. school. work. play. not much play anymore. but. i've gotten stuck into this daily grind without knowing it. or wanting it. sometimes i wonder. if i had only done that. or this thing. would it be any different? probably not. its fun to imagine the alternate dimensions that could be. i wonder what everyone else is doing. and why i'm not doing anything with someone else. i thought myself to be a pretty spontaneous person before. but now. i don't feel much for anything. except for...
DEAD OR ALIVE XTREME BEACH VOLLEYBALL. yeah, man. just got the game. its pretty fun. not just eye candy. little mini games and you gotta make friends. its kinda like those anime dating sims cuz in order to play volleyball you have to have a partner. in order to get a partner you have to woo them over with presents. and it has to be stuff they like. if their favorite color is blue, they'll throw anything red you buy them away. you can gamble in the casino or try on different bathing suits. most of the time you're trying to keep your partner pleased. but if you just wanna watch, find a pleasant place on the island and just watch the cg cut scenes of your chick in all her beautiful glory. man, i gotta go play it again. i need a girl.......to play beach volleyball against.
