frozen breakfast foods.
reheated.
either syrup or the frosting that comes with it.
then maybe some nachos. then
someone else's leftover pizza.
a vitamin.
a glass of water.
another waffle or two.
sneak a chewy chocolate chip cookie.
these things are satisfying.
but tonight i'm not satisfied.
it's ok because it will pass but i'm in waiting room mode.
waiting for that next burst of energy, productivity, creativity something.
i dunno. i've been short of a learning experience for the past couple of days or maybe even a week.
and maybe it's just the flood of memories that's making me feel this way.
drowning in a puddle or just jumping around in it and now my feet are cold.
you know what's fun? sliding on one foot and not busting your head open.
you know what makes me smile?
the two blind kids leading each other around. i hope they don't slip on the ice.
everyweekend for the past three weeks i've been sick.
i hope this time it changes.
i need to pick up the cello.
i need to pick up a pencil.
i need to get a job.
i want these things actually.
what's necessity anyways?
baleted.
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