28 November 2002
NoVA.
Friday.
So. Yeah. I woke up. And. I went to work. It was Paid Day. And. It was a special day. Because. My Robot Girl. Came down to visit me. I had to pick her up at Lynhavven mall. It was good to see her again. She came down with. JerseLee. Then. We went to my house. And. Ate dinner.
Saturday.
We woke up. And. Watched. Kirby. Right Back At Ya. And. The Discovery Channel. The "male" seahorse. Was giving birth. Why don't they just call it the female seahorse... Anyways. We went to Greenbrier mall. We went shopping. We shopped. And. We shopped. And. We shopped some more. I went into chick stores I don't normally go into. And. Then. We ate shicken cherryucki. But. I said. No Vegetables. But. They gave it to us anyway... That sucked. But. It was still good. Also. This guy gave me a card. Long story short. I might have been scammed. But. I got a card that teaches the alphabet in sign language outta the deal. So. Yeah. What else... Also. I bought a gift for her family. And. She bought a gift for my family. And. We took pictures with Santa Clause. Dude. He knew what school she went to. Man... That Santa. It was priceless. But. The pic cost eleven bucks. Then. More shopping. I introed her to people at work. Yeah. It was great. We went to Victoria's secret. And. Yeah. I even did advertising for where I work. Even. When. I wasn't working. Oh yeah. We tried to see Tuck Everlasting. But. No one ever told me. That the old Funscape. Turned into a crapbox. I am allowed to say crapbox right? There's nothing wrong with calling the old Funscape a crapbox. Because. That's what it is. A crapbox. I'm tired of seeing loser high school. If that. Kids. Just hanging around. Not contributing to society. They're Laymass. Anyway. We left there. And. Went to Lynhavven. We shopped some more. And. Yeah. I wish I could find some goggles. Style. Not. Function. Then. We went to the Dayve's house. It was aight. Shut your mouth. And. Madden. Game result. Draw.
Sunday.
Church. Then. We were out. We got to NoVA... And. It seemed like we were lost forever. Anyway. I missed the Simpsons. And. Aqua Teen. That's weak. I played Dreamcast.
Monday.
Richelle was in pain. No. I didn't break her heart. She got wisdom teeth pulled. Then. We went to her mall. It's like. Everything we have that's a department. They have whole stores dedicated to. And. I had Starbucks... It was o.k. Then. We went to Nickhole's house. Her dog. Ate my arm. It was creepy. Then. We played with Richelle's sister. Baby. I read books to her. I think she fell in love with me. Oh yeah. I'm not allowed to pretend to eat the umbrella. Mess with the balloon animal. Pretend pick my nose. Or. Pretend suck my thumb. There's probably other stuff too. Like. Use the paper shredder. It was good fun hanging out with Richelle's sister.
Tuesday.
Goodbyes. I wish I didn't have to go. No. No. No. No. Anyway. I missed Richelle. And. I hope she missed me. I drove back. And. Yeah. That's all. I love you Richelle.
P.S.
I hope Richelle's mom thinks I'm not a dweeb. Ya know.
25 November 2002
i'm still here
yep. i never went anywhere. still the same. nothing much happened since last time that alex hasn't already mentioned probably. i got a ps2 finally. and shut your mouth. heh... heh... yep, smackdown is awesome and ddr max is awesome. strong dave has returned from smackdown 2 in his new form in smackdown: shut your mouth. although he looks and wrestles a lot like rey mysterio. but that's just a coincedence.
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23 November 2002
smile.
nervous nervous nervous
this one's going in my diary... err... journal
so. i got a response. to this thing. i had on my mind. for not too long. but long enough. and i didn't really say it the way i wanted to. but i got around to it. and. the response. makes me feel good. i didn't know what it meant at the time. but i had this uncontrollable smile on my face so big i had to keep it in my mouth. it would open up and the words would whisper out of my mouth "i like you" and i had to shut it quickly or it would escape. but i was smiling the entire bike ride home. and then some. i hope she was, too. i'd like to think so.
20 November 2002
deja vu
the skies opened, the clouds parted, and with an angelic voice she passed judgement unto thee "i think we should just be friends." for you are one of the damned and shall forever be tormented, lonely and longing in the pits of hades with these eternal words brandished upon thy worthless soul. begone heathen, for she has passed judgement and these are her words.
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19 November 2002
the culmination of my life's acheivements.
the culmination of my life's acheivements come down to this one moment. the timing has to be perfect, the point in space where the sun is at, my breathing, the alignment of the planets. i have to make this touchdown. if i don't, my girlfriend will dump me, my coach will disown me as a team player and son, the school will shun me, my friends will pretend to not know me and the orbit of the planet will be thrown off causing the world to hate my very existence.
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18 November 2002
two more nights and i'll be in the air.
so. i went to a party friday night. jessi's suprise birthday party that she invited me to. how she invited me even thought it was a suprise? you figure it out. but yeah. we watched trigun. talked. and i had too much vodka. i had fun. and i should tell jessi, that she is awesome. more so than i usually think awesome people are.
saturday. norfolk to thrift adventure. remind me to expound on that. especially, the slacker at veteran thrift. and. the sad flea market dialogue.
i finished 'the mystery of gusto the flying cat' today. it took me 12 hours. but i finished it. and my stomach almost digested itself. it went pretty well. though there is a lot i can fix. time is out. and well. it still makes me happy.
i should sleep...
16 November 2002
so. kim. was like. are you filipino. is your mom. is your dad. oh. because. you look like you have someone white in your family. but. i can tell your filipino. because. most filipino have this kinda nose. insert hand gesture here. that's not the first time i heard that.
Remmington.
Today. Bossman made fun of me. We got a catalog for the Remmington store. And. I says. Yea. I should get a new beard trimmer. So. He says. You need tweezers. I can count all the hairs on your face. I says. It's because. I shave so often. And. My beard doesn't get a chance to grow. True story. I hate those Para Para Paradise kids. They're whack. Also. Two jokers dressed up as. The caped crusader. And. The boy wonder. But. They looked more like. Ace. And. Gary. Me thinks. It was another one of those. Phenomenon. Skater. Wannabe Jackass. Jackassi. Ya know?
13 November 2002
I Forgot What I Wanted To Write.
I woke up. And. I watched T.V. Man. I saw the coolest Rock. Em. Sock. Em. Robots. EVER. They're these MMPR ones. }Mighty Morphing Power Rangers.{ Act like you don't know... And. Yeah. You wear these bracelets. And. Anklets. And. When you punch. And. Kick. The guys do it too. It's suhweet. Seriously. And. I saw the old Mariah Carey video. Fantasy. That was when she was still hot. You know what I'm talking about. O.K. So. Then. I went to work. Same. Old. Same. Old. But. It's still coo. Yea. I had something else to say. I bought a Darth Vader. One with force powers. What else... Yea. Man. I forgot. But. I do know. I hate those Para Para Paradise kids. And. This kid a work. He has a car. His license plate is. Panthro. And. There are thunder cats things on it. Man. I hate those fricking raver kids. They move really... What's the word... Lame. Yeah. I hate those kids. I hate those kids as much. As. I hate someone else. I saw Genius at the mall. And. Yeah. Timmy Francis is a real person. Yea. That stupid WB... I love you Richelle.
12 November 2002
There's Waldo. Even Though. I'm Not As Entertaining As Mer.
dude today this guy was dressed like waldo from whree's waldo.
and i was like.. man check that dude out he probably intentionally dressed like waldo so people would say. wow. kid who listens to punk music. you look like waldo. half an hour later some kdis were all like. have you seen waldo. and. then. i was like. actually yea. five minutes after that. these adults were looking for waldo. i thought it was a contest. turns out. it was jsut some church thing. and. then. at hechts. i saw waldo. and. he saw that i saw. and. even though i was far away. i could tell he knew he was spotted. and. he ran. it was a good day.
Get Well Soon.
Today. My grandma went to the philippines. I saw. The back to back Mr. FASA. It's kinda... Humbling. Or. Something. Ya know? I wish I coulda been back to back... Anyway. Today. Was an O.K. day. I'm on a mission. And. Yea. I miss Richelle. I miss Tech. I miss... A lotta stuff. What a missy day to miss.
think before you...
sometimes. you just wake up. determined to do something. and. you spend most of the day thinking about carrying out this thing. until the moment arrives where you must do it. the thing. that kinda happened to me. in a way. and i sat and thunk about it for a long time, planning it out, acting it out in my head how i wanted it to go. it didn't go exactly as planned. but the thing i was determined to do was done and i was satisfied. i'm still waiting for her answer.
9 November 2002
Dude.
Richelle says. I can go to her wedding. And. I can be in it. Suhweet! She said. I can even be groom too.
What The Heck.
This was my aim ad banner. Win a one carat diamond from Toni Braxton. Um... Combining two things I don't care about. Won't make me care more.
8 November 2002
My Kindness.
My kindness has been mistaken for a weakness. Now. It starts. Guess. I'm gonna have to turn into a jerk. The kind that those of you who read this. Know I can be sometimes. And. Yep. I guess I'm just gonna have to stay like that. Hate to do it. But. I think. It's the only way stuff can get done. I'm not here to make friends. I'm here to make money. I love Richelle. P.S. She thinks I'm cute? Dubbya Tee Eff.
happy birthday.
...
i didn't get you anything. sorry. umm. maybe i will? i'll think of something.
punch-drunk love
i watched it alone. it's such a wonderful movie. i had to watch it alone. my friends were at the outback steakhouse and they didn't think the movie was at 10:35.
it scares me how much i am like barry eagan... or however his last name is spelt.
so. i showed up. called ryan. and they weren't able to make it their in 5 minutes. so. i had to watch it alone.
it's ok though. i had an invisible friend with me. my invisible friend visited me. perhaps from the astral plane and kept poking my knee and elbow. it was funny. my invisible friend kept me from being completely dragged into this fiction. otherwise i might have cried or died from emotional overload.
tomorrow work. and. gusto must be completed.
ue o muite.
6 November 2002
Part two of the Last Sonnet.
(continued from a crappy attempt at a story from almost a year ago 27/11/2001. this is an attempt to save it.)
They walked towards her house on Clay street, a street Ferdinand always defined in his mind by the trees, which seemed more green today. Everything was very dreamlike to him since Catrina said alloallo. Her mannerism and his dirty thoughts it was like a dirty dream he was embarassed to have except nothing at all had happened. One of them decided to walk faster, who started first they didn't know, but soon they were having a walking race down the side walk.
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5 November 2002
belle and sebastian no shiidii ga arismasu ka?
wonderful weather today. i didn't have to wear a sweater. but i did, just because i like the security that comes with wearing more clothes.
you know. because if someone so happens to run by and snatch whatever you are wearing as the top layer. you still have that bottom layer. and hopefully no one will snatch that one. otherwise. i hope you are wearing multiple layers.
oh yeah. i am screwed. i was supposed to take a lot of pictures. i did not. and i still have to come up with a new concept for my cd cover because i've been stuck in this japanese-euro graphic design aesthetics for like... 10 months. 11 maybe.
so... if you have any ideas... please help me out.
the band concept goes like this:
The group consists of former Nike factory worker Jack Mondalo Lee and Mischelle Kaludjerovic, ex-member of the Mini-Van Goghs and Hip-hop miscellaneous. Their influences range from Sergio Mendes and Brasil to more modern pop underground influences like Pulp, Takako Minekawa, and Cibo Matto. Their music acknowledges the fact that what they aredoing is inevitably derivative, yet amazingly original. One day you'd look at this duo and think they were old school break dancers. The next day you'd think they were the king and queen of your favorite thrift store. They're as painstakingly shy as Amelie, but they have the presence of Radiohead. In both live performances and recordings, they use an aray of instruments includingkeyboards, guitars, cello, samplers, tape players, the original nintendo, an atari 2600... When asked what their musical style was they unanimously answered, "melodic noise". Consider their presence a subtle fuck you to industry clones like Britney, Avril Lavigne, Incubus... and yeah, even that bald guy, what's his name, Moby?
justin had chicken sandwich making materials. so i had to sandwiches. and a fuji apple. how yummy!
today we went to the thrift store. and justin bought some asic track shoes and a shirt. there was nothing for me there. and. that thrift is really bad compared to thrift store city of norfolk. well. there was only one line at fan tastic. and justin had to go through it. and the guy was making a lot of suggestions that he was attracted to justin. a lot of winking. then when justin had to take something off the purchase because he couldn't afford it. the guy made him fill out this form with justin's name and address and phone number. and the guy had some sort of foreign accent. but what made him creepy was his greasy hair combined with all that winking and interest in justin. justin was kinda unhappy from that.
agh. i need to think of something for that project.
japanese lessons are awesome.
oh yeah. i thought you should know. i danced in the kitchen today.
little kid random dancing. you know. when you were a kid. and you were walking through a room. and at some random moment you felt like flailing your arms and shaking your hips and wiggling your legs because it made you happy.
we should do that more often, don't you agree?
3 November 2002
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trick or treating was a great day.
i made this kid want to be spiderman. it was good stuff. when. you're all dorked up in the mall. people will believe you're the real spiderman. also. goku does not wear glasses. and. i'm the real spiderman. not that little kid. i wish richelle was here. or. i was there. haloween was not fun as fun. it was cold. i scared kids with my antics. and. my silly string.
