lately i've been thinking about the structure of the atom. and how originally, when the modern concept of the atom was proposed, it didn't fit well with newtownian physics. so then they had to create this whole new physics just to explain it. then there's just the idea that everything is naturally supposed to fall apart. but somehow it stays together. my friend andrew says it's all statistical, but i'd like to believe that it's something keeping everything together. working against entropy. something grand. not invisible but inherent.